Sadist

It is hard for me to put down this post. But to someone that I love(d), I just want to say dat I hope u are truly happy now that u have made everyone unhappy. Try looking inward to see what is the real underlying issues and quit putting your blame on everyone. It is ironic how you like to stand on ur own soap box and preach about a myraid of values when sometimes the one who is truly lacking in some of those especially compassion is yourself. Stop sidelining the real issue with little shits that are totally irrevelevant. If winning to you is to pull all stops out and not think about the people you hurt and betray their trust, then you are truly a sadist. You made this a sad outcome all out from your own anger and no one else's. The whole world does not revolve around your whims and fancies and everyone close to you is not a subject of your emotional vent and verbal abuse.

What i see for myself is disheartening. The damage to me has already been done but when I see you hurt others I love and yet you remain in total oblivion, it baffles me about your whole idea of love. You skirt the issue and place it on stress. Reach down inside yourself to see what is really eating you out. If that is what it is, even more so, is exacting that cause onto the rest of us even a fair deal? But wait, mabbe you will never see that because your lack of self reflection will hinder you from true analysis.

Think you have shown your love for some of the small acts you have done? Maybe also try reflecting on other small acts that have been shown to you and stop taking things all out of context.

The world does not live in little test tubes for ur manipulation. Maybe I should thank you cos if not for now, I would have been truly blinded to how despicable and low you can actually stoop down to. It's time for you to look into a mirror.